Leslie,
I'd like to take this time to write you the letter I promised. Not because i promised, but ratehr because my emotions are so strong right now and I feel you should know. It seems like everyday we talk less and less. Either because I'm busy, or because you're studying for an exam. It makes me really sad, but I know in the long run it will all be worth it. Not only will we have an education, but we'll have a nice foundation for our lives. Lovewise, we will have already been tested, Financially stable, we will already have professional jobs. Spiritually, we will both be that much wiser. I think all of these qualities will be great for us and our children. It always seems like we always say
"one day", but "one day" will happen. "One day, she'll be mine", "One day we'll be done with college", "One day, I'll move out of my parents house".. These are just stepping stones to be together and deliriously happy! Maybe..just maybe.. "one day", we'll have kids.
Leslie, all these " One days" really make me, (and i bet you too), feel like i'm going nowhere. But it's nice to remind myself there's always a "one day" everytime i think this.
I want you to be assured that I want to
go on this "one day" trip with you. Please don't lose motivation, cause I'm not. But if ever you do, just read this letter.
Right now you're sleeping.. You had a long day with your Geology Exam, and I had a long day with my three Philosophy Essays. I really wish you would wake up so we could talk; however, i think letter writing will be more effective. I will simply let you sleep, write you a letter instead, and get my feelings out.
Leslie, I love you more than you could ever fathom. Never doubt that our "one days" will come some sooner than you think.
Love always and forever,
-Johnny
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