Saturday, September 4, 2010

Point A.. Point B (Christine & Andrew)

    So I'm writing on unlined paper cause I just got back from lunch, a double patty with double swiss bacon burger. I then watched a youtube video called " Spill Canvas-Teleport A&B.
What it talks about is how you (point A) and I (point B) could magically converge and make one super big point; so we can be happier together. The video always has a sign saying, "wish you were here". It makes me sad everytime i see that part, and I get the feeling if you saw it, you'd feel it too.    
    I think and think, but when it seems like there is no bright light in such thought, there is when it's of you. You see Christine, every day I walk by your house when you're out of town, everyday we walk to the market together, we're taking a step forward to that "super point"
Sure this process is gonna be slow, but in the end it will be better for both of us. I always wish you were here and that I were  there. I love you.. but I guess pain is the escort of love at a grand suaree. I don't know, but I am not about to give up just because pain of our distance accompanies me everywhere.
    Lately, we've been arguing alot, but I think it's the distance more than anything that is killing us and you! Our woes become real as i see them in writing, but sometime's i really do question if "we" are worth it. You bitch at me, and sometimes you make fun of me; and i really hate it when you choose the other side that's not mine! Like a furious firefly, I fluttter! and I flutter! but then i land on a cloud when I look at my ring and our pictures. The pictures of us remind me of all the fun times we had and because of them, i know this is all worth it. Every day I look forward til the next point I get to see you, ultimately ending in that elongated kiss that follows the words, "i do".
    Christine, I will always be right here by your side! Don't doubt me, as I'm sure you're doing right now; because that's where all our problems begin. I can't wait to see you on wednesday, i have so many surprises for you. Maybe, i'll even get to buy you a burger on my way down. Then Thursday our families can eat together. Friday too. Saturday, we'll go spend the night together.. and then it's only TWO weeks til break; and we can spend every day and night together.  It's gonna be so awesome!!!
    I hope this letter gives you hope that we're going to make it. Just so you know, I haven't been thinking about what i write. This is 100% true feeling; but of course it's only going to work if we both give 100% each.  I need you to be on board because this is right; and what i know is right.
    Send me your thoughts at least one week from when you get this. I  can't wait to see
you.
            Andrew

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